01.30.12

Hello there. Another early morning post for today I suppose.
I actually woke at 10:30am today, though I promised myself I'd wake at 8:30am. Whatta fail. Aha. Oh well, it's okay, I don't have much left to study for math anyway.

Today's the math exam. Not nervous. Maybe because I'm still sick and my brain isn't functioning properly. Or maybe because I actually feel confident enough to not be nervous. I'm not sure. Hoping the 2nd, because then that would be a good thing.

Should be studying right now, or reviewing my notes at least. But look, I'm on Blogspot again...LOL. And Tumblr. It was the first thing I went on this morning once I woke up. Not obsessed, but nothing better to do I guess. There was hardly anyone on MSN to talk to, so I figured I'd go blog. Yeaaa :)

A bit of freedom after my exam is over today, which is good. One less thing to worry about is always good. But then, there's still family issues to worry about. My cuzz and I. Still. Family is like adklfjakdlsjflkd. Wish we could both do something to change the circumstances, because we feel like we're just kinda stuck in the middle right now. And everyone in our family is really good at holding grudges too. That, for once, isn't a good thing, because we're all just trying to avoid one another now. Well, except for my cuzzin and I of course. We're talking more than usual. But the rest of the famjam isn't. I don't know. We've both been praying a lot for our families and for each other. Hopefully God will help smoothen out things soon and things will go back to normal. For at least a bit. Need some time to gain some hope back.

I complain a lot. It's true. That whole paragraph up there ^ was basically complaining and me moaping about. Need to stop being a pessimist and like look on the bright side of everything. My status of the day is to tell people to smile, because you can. Now, I need to apply that to myself too. There's always a silver lining in each cloud, and you just have to find it. I need to find mine.

Okay, enough blogging for now, maybe I'll write again tonight. Toodles!