01.27.13

Haven't posted since November...well then.

There's been a few times over the past few weeks where the thought of logging onto my blog hit me, but for some reason, I always dismissed it, as I was either too distracted by my thoughts, or too busy doing other things.

As of yesterday, I've been thinking about something that's sort of troubling me. If you know of the relationship between my best friend and I, you'll know that we're really close, and that although we're not always around each other, we talk, dress, and pretty much act alike. I can truthfully say that despite having other "best friends" in elementary school, the friendship I have with my current best friend is definitely one that is very different from the rest. It's unique, special, and irreplaceable. And that's the part that scares me. I've been thinking about what life would be like if we went to different universities next year. For sure, we'll still keep in touch through social media and whatever, but as school gets busier, communication will be less, and things will just be so different. I mean, I totally get that academics and a successful future is more important and that we should choose whatever school we feel is the best for our own individual futures, but, I don't want to let go and move on. There's the chance of us still being at the same institution together next year, but that's only if both of us don't make it into our top schools. I guess long things short, I'm afraid of losing her.

I would also like to invite you to take a moment right now to pray for two friends of mine, both who are currently struggling with eating disorders. I won't elaborate beyond that, but just pray that God will watch over them, as that would be much appreciated by everyone. Thanks so much.

Last week and this week are exams, and I actually only have one more exam left. I should be studying a bit harder for this exam even though it's math and it's supposed to be my easiest exam this semester, so just pray for motivation please. I am super excited however for the retreat that my youth group and I are going on this upcoming weekend! We're going up north to a ranch, where there will be ice skating, horseback riding, and tubing! I'm just really looking forward to being able to let loose and enjoy myself for once without the business of everyday life and a hectic weekend.

This post is starting to get long, so I guess I'd better stop and get back to studying. Laters!