First official day of March Break? Not bad!
Woke up at 11:45am to celebrate? Super amazing.
Now on to the more serious stuff.
It saddens me how some types of relationships never work out. Not that I'm in one right now, but like if you genuinely love the person, you'd do anything for them right? Or almost anything at least? I have a few friends who are in long distance relationships right now. I was never a believer of them, but hey, love shouldn't separate people no matter how far they are right? Whether it'd be a few hours away, or a few oceans away, if you're committed to staying faithful to that person, everything should work out right? Wrong. That's what we want it to be, but in reality, it doesn't usually work out that way. Not to burst anyone's bubble, especially yours if you happen to be reading this and be in a long distance relationship, but just a bit of statistics and truth I suppose.
It hits me hard when people get rejected or break up with each other, even when it's not myself. Why am I such an emotional person? Why do I care so much? I thought caring was always a good thing, but does it become bad when you care too much? I thought true friends were supposed to share struggles with another. But, when you care you much, do you end up becoming clingy and a nuisance? I don't know. I'm so sensitive on the inside, even though I won't say anything to show it on the outside. I'm good at hiding things. But when you have too many things hidden inside of you, it's hard not to want to explode sometimes. Thank goodness there's God to share all these problems with, but honestly, can a person ever be sharing too many burdens with others? Food for thought.
I'm hoping today's going to be a productive day. I have a few university forms and bursaries and whatnot to fill out, and a French listening activity for homework. Should be a pretty chillz day provided I finish everything. Let's hope I do so. Still have to practice a bit of piano too. Ugh. Might as well call it paino for the time being.
Time to stop writing for today. Toodles!
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